The shitty work, fluctuating workload and vacillating higher HQ

Its been more than 2 months since i returned from my Thailand trip last Dec-Jan
Got so caught up in shitty office work that i couldnt really find time to really reflect
Got arrowed to cover someone else's work
Though i love to work with my current immediate superior
Honestly the nature of the work sux and its a hectic life where weekends aren't spared
No wonder its a real family-breaker. Nope i balanced things off so my personal life's fine

The shitty work, fluctuating workload and vacillating higher HQ
Just makes every day in the office dreadful

Just makes me want to get out of the office everyday i get in
Just makes me want to keep pretending i'm talkign on the phone so nobody bugs me
Just makes me wanna look busy so i dunt have to multi-task and accomplish many many random jobs, which are a legacy of the many previous tasks i pioneered in other departments
The random jobs suck as they drag me through my workday, just like a pesky attachment to a previous relatsp

Sometimes i just dunt want to be so good at multi-tasking
Sometimes i just dunt want to pick up 90% of the phone calls
Sometimes i just dunt want to clear up others' mess
Sometimes i just dunt want to be so well versed in Army staff SOP
Sometimes i just dunt want to exploit my friendships to accomplish work objectives
Sometimes i just dunt want to explain my differences from my peers

Sometimes i wanna be able to respect some of my Officers
Sometimes i wanna stop throwing smokescreens and lying my way through
Sometimes i wanna stop speaking up for my superiors
Sometimes i wanna shut some colleagues up
Sometimes i wanna tell my superior to wake up his idea
Sometimes i wanna stop subsidising my superiors' monetary excesses
Soemtimes i wanna tell my superior to stop being a leach
Sometimes i wanna tell my superior to stop being a bitch
Sometimes i wanna internal meeting to start on time
Sometimes i wanna tell my superior to stop wasting my youth
Sometimes i wanna tell my superior to stop procrastinating
Sometimes i wanna tell my superior to stop blaspheming
Sometimes i just wanna be a normal soldier
Sometimes i just wanna be left alone, at peace