"Many little things to do"

Seems like a common comment you might hear from friends
yet sometimes we realise thats whats happening to our lives
At the end of the Day, Week, Month

Sometimes i wonder if it's qte meaningless if we live life chasing all the loose ends
But neglect the really impt things like friends, love, dreams and ambitions

Oftentimes, i find myself doing things for the sake of doing it
A routine is still worthy of execution, as long as you see the logic and rationale behind it,
Like peeing or eating.....

But sometimes work, in all forms of it, is so routine and meaningless
That you just dunt put heart into it
You just do it, subconsciously, like breathing

Ok this may begin to sound like an amatuer try at existentialism
Im just trying to take a few steps back in life
To see whats really worth doing, stopping
Or putting my heart and soul in

Perhaps it is just as well
Much have i experienced in the past 3 months
But honestly i havent had the time to relax and reflect
Internalise some lessons, forge some resolve

Im sure that introspective approach would be much more useful
Than New year's resolutions made on the spur

I pray to God for strength that i may live each day anew
And that i may be given strength and vision
To differentiate the really impt things in life from pesky trivial stuff
That keeps trying to block/slow my way
And for the courage to focus effort on the more impt things
Despite censure, 'worldly' advice

For things in my power to change
I will try my best to carve things out to the best i deem fit
As for the rest beyond me
God Will make a Way...