To those of my frenz out there who actually read my blog for another dose of my warped take on everyday events or just for the latest update of my life, i must apologise if my last entry sounded rude or totally out of character.

Well, the last entry wasn't meant for you dear frenz out there but for some prankster youths who have invaded my blog for unsavoury reasons.

But nvm, for those who were actually concerned enough to call (actually only Weeseng!), i thank you for your concern. For those who are just as eager to find out wassup with me, i shall try to explain briefly.

Well you see, for those who know me, you will understand that i still volunteer my services almost weekly for a Movement that i have great passion for, at least for the past ten years. However, in the course of my work, my way of doing things & some of the mistakes i have made along the way have provoked some angsty youth who seem to think that all the problems they faced at their CCA stemmed from me ONLY.

So they have launched a long-lasting hate campaign against me, which has recently culminated in prank phone calls & the unwanted invasion into my blog.

But it's ok, i may not seem a very religious person, but in times of need i always turn to the Lord for advice and help. And there is this one line in the Bible that particularly appeals to me now "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do". And that is one of the main reason why i am swallowing my pride and letting them hurl whatever they have at me.

I only hope that with the coming of age, they will one day understand my difficult position and why i had to do things in a certain manner in lieu of the fact that i was charged with the development, enrichment & discipline of 30 odd youths at any one time. Hopefully they can one day look back at this angst part of their lives and laugh it off, tpuzzled why they were such angry youths at that time.

I wnet through a similar patch, hating my CCA leaders, some of my peers, some of my teachers, classmates, even my family. But those angsty days are over. I was a hot-blooded teenager then who struggled to grasp with the realities of life and the pressure of the education system. But i have matured over the years and i thank God that i have the chance to return to my beloved secondary school and make amends to former schoolmates, teachers, and even a system that ultimately guaranteed my good future. I hope everyone gets a chance like me to make amends in life. It is hard i know, and i am very blessed to be able to do so, i know.

So yeah friend, if you're worried bout me, dunt worry, the issue has largely been compartmentalised and put away. I have consulted a few of my closest friends on this matter and have already decided on the best course of action; Forgive and Forget, unless the situation worsens.

I'm alright, just slowly walking on and recovering from another painful lesson in life from which i shall seek to grow and mature.